Avina's letters #365

Dear Mother,

  I can't believe it's been a whole year. Most Nebelfuchs grown a lot in a year. Anix has, but I don't really feel like I have. Maybe it's something only others can see. can you believe that shy little kit has grown up to be such a flirt. He seams so calm in groups now, and talks with anyone easily. Me, I still choke up and end up just walking away. Just the other day, we ran into a small group of Litchas and he seamed right a home talking with them. I just stayed in the tree waiting for Anix to be ready to move on. I am worried about Anix. For the past few weeks, I've woken up to him crying. I've tried talking to him about it, but he just pushes me away. Some times I just want to smack him, Mother. He's held me so many times when I've cried, why can't he let me do the same! We're brothers! We are meant to be there for each other no-matter what. Ever since you left, he has been changing. On the outside he seams so happy and carefree, but when it's just the two of us, I can see how much he's hurting. Mother, I don't know what to do. Mother, come back to us. Why did you have to leave! Why didn't you take us with you! Anix needs you, I need you! Yet, you haven't come back to us. But, that's alright. I'll find you.For Anix as well as me. After all, I made a promise didn't I? How can I keep it, if your not around. I'll find you, then Anix wont cry any more, and we can be a family again. I love you, Mother. Axin and I always will.

   Love,
      Avina